Showing posts with label Lectionary Reflections. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lectionary Reflections. Show all posts

Sunday, January 29, 2023

The Sit before the Change


Only when we sit in the shadow, dwell in and contemplate the shade alongside and with others in similar contexts with parallel stories holding space together willing to name our great fears, losses, and laments, cycled for generations, can we begin to see a new emergence an open invitation to change, a call that comes only after the sit

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For a variety of reasons, I write about Scripture less and less these days. But somehow, Sunday's lectionary found its way into my morning meditations, pulling the chair out from my normal reading of poetry and a good novel. 


What felt like an abrasive disruption became a nudge to my own stanza above, shaped by this lection: 


"The people who sat in darkness have seen a great light, and for those who sat together in the region and sat together in the shadow of death [Ps. 23], light has dawned. From that time, only after sitting with them, Jesus began to proclaim, 'Now is the invitation to Change.'"


--Matthew 4:16-17 (my own paraphrase]


Tuesday, January 18, 2022

On Our Concern for When the Wine Runs Out: A Poem

 

When the wine gave out
celebration was at risk
joy vulnerable
abundance on the brink of scarcity
this she knew
more than he
among a people whose sorrow
lingered in the shadows
strangers in their own land
many hired hands
so they needed this day
a sabbath from suffering
yes
this was her concern
they were her concern
now
to make a way to dance
to laugh
to eat, drink, and be merry
become inebriated by the absurdity
of a new love consummated
that subverted their fear
and awakened them
to dreams of the better
to come
yet stewarded now
still we wonder
in our time
if the wine has run out
when will our jubilee ferment
to dance and drink
and taste of love overflowing
once more
for all
like her
this is our concern

*based on the lectionary text from John 2:1-11

Wednesday, December 1, 2021

Path: AdventWord Day 4

I tried. Really, I did my best. But I could not stop looking up and out at the beauty around to focus on the labyrinth’s path. Wandering in circles felt trivial, minimalist, even time wasted when there was so much to explore outside this sacred and ancient maze.

Also, there were others who felt differently and moved at a snails pace through the discipline; I just can’t do labyrinths when people are there so close and passing me by on repeat. Maybe it’s too vulnerable and intimate.
Instead, in the mountains of Ghost Ranch in Abiquiu, NM, I went for a four hour solo hike. I allowed my curiosity to take me off path of that cyclical earthen chapel.
And I felt so very small. Not insignificant, but right sized.
Contrary to the pressure we may feel heaped upon us by whatever or whomever, our individual selves are not the center of God’s universe- we are a collaborative part of it. A holy, hopeful, fragile, blessed, mysterious, perfectly imperfect part. And the aim of our movement in this world is not to strain and stress to find that one path, but to remain curious and embrace possibility in any and every path- even those off course. The world is much too vast to walk in confined circles.
I think that’s at least a part of the curious #Advent pilgrimage.

Tuesday, August 31, 2021

Loosening Our Grip: A Sermon on Mark 7:1-23


“That’s not how the story goes,” I said to the Canadian pilgrim next to me as the doors to the tomb slammed shut. It was very early in the morning on the first day of the week after the Sabbath, just like the gospel story. On that day in 2019, I had ventured alone from my hotel in Jerusalem, through the Damascus gate, winded my way through the empty and narrow streets of Old City, and into the Church of the Holy Sepulchre where tradition says the empty tomb of Jesus is located. The wait was too long the day before and I was looking for a different ending to my ten-day pilgrimage. After taking the Eucharist in front of the open tomb, I was third in line when an ecumenical argument broke out between two priests responsible for their tradition’s worship on opposite sides of the sepulcher. Whatever the dispute, one priest presumed it was enough to shutdown visitation. My fellow traveler leaned over to me, “Did we just get barred from Jesus’ tomb?” This marked the end of my Jerusalem journey. Despite the disappointment, I logged the homiletical illustration and kept walking. But I did not forget. 
 
I did not forget what happened when tradition and the things of worship become so front and center, idolized even, that they shut out those who longed merely for a glimpse into the sacred possibility that death is not the end. I did not forget what it felt like to be on the outside, not even permitted simply to look inside. I did not forget this was the witness of multiple church traditions on the same grounds where the one who called us to a radically inclusive love rose from the dead and rolled away the same stone these priests now put back. 
 
I hope I never forget what happens when we abandon the commandment to love and extend welcome in favor of a tight grip on human tradition.  I believe this morning's gospel story will help me- all of us- to remember to loosen our grip so we can receive and extend God's grace. After all, we cannot hold hands with clenched fists.
 
This morning's lectionary is somewhat challenging, as it warrants some familiarity with the context of first century Palestinian Jewish life and Temple practices in the shadow of an oppressive Roman empire. But the story is also playfully written. Mark 7 is a beautiful illustrative spiral that moves from a small center of characters to a larger crowd and then back to a smaller center again. Mark offers a literary pulse that reminds us of the expansive love found in Jesus’ newly organized community. 
 
We begin with the small center of Pharisees and scribes, those who held fast to the Torah and others charged with drafting legal documents related to who could be granted access into the most sacred of Temple practices.  Mark says "they noticed" that Jesus' disciples were eating with unclean hands. The Greek here is 
κοιναῖς (koinais), the same word can be translated not only as defiled, but also common. It's the same word used for the type of Greek in which Mark writes his gospel. Koinonia Greek. Common Greek. Street Greek. The Pharisees and scribes are concerned because those who follow Jesus are not doing their religious tradition and liturgical practices right- not washing up before worship. They are, in the minds of the institutional leaders, flippant and irreverent in their common approach. The disciples are then given the same kind of side eye some may give millennials and teenagers for texting or Instagramming in church without realizing they just may be participating in worship in their own and more common way- possibly capturing an image of the sanctuary that catches the light just right and pairing it with a quote from the preacher. NOW is your moment🙂
 
"Why do your disciples not live according to the tradition of the elders," they ask the Teacher, "but eat with common hands?" It's in that moment I imagine Jesus finding a rock, hiking up his robe with traditional prayer tassels just visible beneath the fringe, and taking a seat as familiar to ancient students in the presence of a teacher.  Jesus then quotes Isaiah, whose writings called to mind how a time of exile when these traditions affirmed a belonging to God and need to care for a the marginalized as they lived in captivity. Jesus follows with maybe the most potent verse of the whole Markan passage, "You abandon the commandment of God and hold to human tradition." It's as if Jesus was saying, "Remember- love is law. The rest hold loosely." And if they were not taken back in that moment, Jesus leans forward and calls out the collusive practice of Corban- an ancient religious and economic tradition and legal loophole to defer assets to the Temple instead of to their family. The economic practice is so obscure and debated among scholars that this section of the lectionary splices it out altogether.  Yet it is important- the same critics of Jesus' common and ordinary disciples are the ones who use the Torah to evade responsibility to even their parents and elders, the economically vulnerable, and give it to the religious institution instead. Their grip is so tight on preserving tradition that they miss its foundational goal- to create rhythms of mutual care and welcome in a world dominated by narratives of violence, power, and exploitation. Your tradition is void of God, Jesus tells them. 
 
This first small pulse of Mark's narrative is followed by Jesus' call to the crowds, quite possibly a mixture of Jewish and Gentile people. The heartbeat is louder here, although shorter in address, "Listen to me, all of you, nothing from the outside makes you unclean by going in. What comes out is what can pollute a person." Listen to me, Jesus says, in contrast to these scribes and Pharisees and their marginalizing obsession with now exclusionary traditions. My way includes the common folk like you. You can participate. Here you can find belonging without knowing the words or rituals and other religious insider speak. You can feel the relief. Maybe you, I hope, have experienced it before, a moment of intense and uncommon welcome when you needed it most. 
 
The story then pulsates once more, as Mark tells us Jesus leaves the crowd and takes the conversation inside the house. Here things get real fast, much like when I call a family meeting when my kids just don't seem to get the messaging of our family motto- "don't be a jerk"- or more pastorally every morning before school, "you are loved to love."
 
Inside the house, which is another subtle reference to Temple throughout Mark (think of the hole in the roof of a house where two friends lower a paralytic to the feet of Jesus speaking once again to the scribes), Jesus declares all foods clean and calls for reformed hearts that cease all forms of greed, exploitation, slander, and anything that mirrors exclusion- to include beloved traditions and worship practices once held so very dear and sacred. Again, love is- and always has been- the goal of the law. 

Friends, I could continue to nerd out on the context of this lectionary gospel and its beautiful heartbeat and potent pulse that speaks into our times as much as theirs. But I offer you just one more. If you opened your Bibles, you would notice the NRSV jumps from versus 15 to 17. Yes, sixteen is missing. It is believed that ancient manuscripts were not consistent. What did the questionable line say? "Let anyone with ears listen." 
 
I wonder if readers and interpreters throughout history recognized the importance of this text and wanted to underscore the riddle's central role in our call as disciples. It is Jesus' call to listen and hear the widest of welcome yet. And I wonder, was the Syrophoenican woman, who shows up in next week's lectionary, one who had such listening ears. A Gentile woman, unfamiliar with Jewish traditions, brings her demon-possessed daughter to Jesus. She confronts the Messiah’s own practice of welcome and dares Jesus to extend her daughter the same favor he  has to the insider Jewish people. And Jesus is moved to empathy and exorcism. This one of my favorite stories. Have fun next week, O preacher.
 
Faithful of Morrisville, do you have the ears to listen to the pulse of Scripture's proclamation to each of us, a pulse that moves our circles of welcome wider and wider, even beyond the limits of our traditions and sacred practices? Do you hear Jesus' unconventional call that breaks through barriers of who is considered in and not content with anyone being left out? Do you hear Christ's call to loosen our grip on what once was and “how we used to do things” so we can grab ahold of what is becoming, as terrifyingly unfamiliar it may be? 
 
I read a great article this past week by Christina Colón, titled, "What Is Church Now?" 

"If the pandemic showed us anything, it's that people can worship from anywhere, in anything, with anything- even apple juice and Ritz crackers. Why should the future church not be the same? As we reemerge, pastors [and congregations] face a moment... to ' practice that resurrection,' to find innovative and impactful ways to be the church in their communities. We can lament and grieve what was lost...'But can we also make room for something new?'"

There has been so much trauma over the course of these last two years. I am with you in what feels like endless and unresolved grief felt in our congregations. It is real and must be recognized. I also believe new openings in our communal practices and liturgical traditions have been cut so our worship is starting to feel more common. Sure, complicated. Unconventional, without question. Exhausting and sometimes frustrating, with the tensions between virtual, in-person, or hybrid gatherings over zoom, no doubt. But I do believe, we are seeing a new awakening in terms of what matters when it comes to our worship and work and witness as the people of God. I believe the pandemic has not been completely wasted when we have loosened our grip on what counts for the church and embrace fresh possibilities to make who we are and what we do more accessible than ever to those who have for too long been on the outside looking in. We also have an opportunity to be so commonly compassionate in a time when every day we learn of yet another natural disaster, manifestation of racism or xenophobia, thousands of God’s beloved fleeing their homes looking for refuge after a twenty-year war, food insecurity in our own neighborhoods and cities, or the perpetual rise of covid variants that can be minimized by the common practice of mask wearing and vaccinations. I guess what I am saying, are we willing to look towards what we consider the purpose of our traditions and the pulse of our practices? What might we need to hold loosely? 
 
As your Associate Presbyter in this Presbytery, every time I have felt wearied and wondered if what we do has any meaning anymore, I learn of another way the Spirit has moved through the faithful with ears who have heard and responded to Christ's call. I preached in a church where a ZOOM screen was set up next to the table for Eucharist to make space for both on-line and in-person, masked worshippers. As I looked out there was a visitor who was there for the first time just because she was looking for a church still doing communion safely to remind her of Christ's love that extends from her home country of India all the way to the suburbs of Philly. During the prayers of the people, a virtual participant shared their 25th anniversary of sobriety. Don't even get me started on how I well up every time I see a child lift a cup of juice and piece of bagel in front of their computer, participating in the sacrament in a way previously considered taboo in a sanctuary. 

I have seen ministries in southwest Philly transform their parking lots, no longer being used as much given their virtual worship, into lush gardens of fresh produce. In a part of the city where access to nutrition is so limited and sparse, they have an abundance and give it out freely. Another congregation continues to furnish their unoccupied manse to house the influx of refugee families whenever the city alerts them of a need. Then, this past week, we distributed our second wave of Covenant Fund Grant dollars to partnerships with hospitality networks, new forms of Christian education for children, coffee houses and ministries to young adults with various disabilities, collaboratives to provide programs to senior adults who have felt isolated for so very long, and opportunities for churches to extend community and welcome to LGBTQIA+ students at the University of Pennsylvania. Friends, this is what happens when disciples of Jesus throughout your presbytery loosen their grip on what once was and remain open to fresh practices of the resurrection. And it is happening in this Bucks County Congregation, too. Do you have the eyes to see and ears to hear this common welcome that is as much for you as it is for your neighbors near and far? 
 
Before we close, let's go back to Jerusalem where Wajeeh Nuseibeh sits at the entrance to the Church of the Holy Sepulchre. Wajeeh is a Palestinian Muslim whose family has held the key to this ancient Christian church for centuries. Why? Christians fought so much over their traditions and practices that they had to give the key to an "outsider" so the place of Christ's tomb would not become a perpetual battle ground. So every day for 500 years, members of his family have climbed a tall ladder with an ancient key in his grip to unlock the towering doors for pilgrims, patrons, and priests alike. I'll never forget shaking his aged hand and sharing my words of gratitude to this practitioner of God's common grace. Wajeeh Nuseibeh's family has modeled welcome and love when the church lost its way, prioritizing tradition over God's universal commandment to love. What about me? What about you? What about each of us? May our eyes and ears be opened afresh to Christ's greatest commandment to love God and neighbor as ourselves. May we hold traditions, even those most beloved that once served a sacred purpose, loose enough so we can grasp keys able to create new openings for God’s gracious welcome. In so doing, we just may honor tradition best. Amen. 

Monday, July 12, 2021

Shake It Off? Rejecting Anti-Welcome and Moving Towards Liberation

A sermon delivered on July 4, 2011

"Just shake it off."  I remember hearing these words often as a kid. And it was before Taylor Swift was born...literally. I was an avid baseball player from the time I was four through my freshman year of college. Predominantly a catcher, I was prone to getting hit by a foul ball, wild pitch, or a hitter’s looping backswing. I have many scars and sore joints from those sixteen years.

But where did this phrase come from? Do we believe the movement of "shaking it off" can distribute blood flow and reduce swelling? Does shaking it off ease pain? Or is shaking it off yet another way we teach young people, especially boys, to suppress their emotional responses and just move on without showing that something truly hurts and a wound has been inflicted?
 
Just shake it off. As a little league coach these days, I have committed not to use this phrase with kids, whose bodies and brains and minds and emotions are changing as designed. Suppressing natural and healthy reactions to pain is not my MO on or off the field. Sometimes there are injuries to the body and spirit that cannot simply be shaken off. 

And they shouldn't be. 

God knows, for real, the many traumas endured these last eighteen months, whether the pandemic or the endless social ills, cannot merely be shaken off. The pain experienced is a signal that something is not right and aid and relief is needed. To say shake it off in the American cliched verbiage only buries hurt, leads to neglect, and delays healing. Shaking it off is not equivalent to resilience; it can be damaging denial.
 
So why does Jesus go there? Shake it off, Jesus? Surely the Messiah had more compassion, empathy, and concern for those wounded by others and the oppressive systems of the day. But before we lean in, let's pray.
 
We come to today's text and Jesus gives the disciples a packing list.  How I wish this was all I needed to bring whenever loading up our four children into our minivan and traveling even for a single night at the grandparents. 

Staff. Sandals. Clothes on your back. 

No iPads, device chargers, stuffed animals, or pillows. Not a single suitcase. It is simple, quick, and warrants a dependency on the community care provided by those soon visited.  It prevents being burdened by too much stuff and assumes welcome and having enough at destination. A parent can dream, right? But, is there more to Mark's incorporation of this Messianic and Apostolic packing list than merely the reduction of stuff so the hatchback will close and whoever is riding passenger can actually put their feet on the floor? If you are familiar with Mark, you know that there is always something more.  
 
Mark 6 is right on the heals of two significant stories interwoven together: Jesus' healing of a woman plagued by hemorrhage for 12 years and a 12 year-old girl resurrected from the dead. But this all happened in a neighboring town.  Mark 6 begins in Jesus' village and among Jesus' people of Nazareth. They have known him since he was a boy...and they liked him...until now. Jesus is in the local synagogue, where he grew up and studied under local rabbis, and on the sabbath.  In this sacred space on a sacred day they take offense to his teachingsWe know why, too.  Jesus is breaking sabbath, his disciples are not fasting, he is touching the untouchables, and welcoming the unclean.  Jesus is traveling back and forth across the sea (hold that reference), casting out demons and sending them into swine in Gentile land.  Even more, Jesus has a following of fishermen, tax collectors, and sinners called disciples.  Jesus has spent much of his young life shaking off convention to make room for those often excluded from sacred centers and, ultimately, pushed out of Nazareth as a "prophet without honor" as an echo of Ezekiel 2. So Jesus shakes off their anti-welcome and heads elsewhere to come alongside others shaken off and dishonored by religious and political communities alike.
 
But that is only the beginning. Packing lists. Take nothing with you except your staff.  No bread. No bag. No money. Staff. Sandals. Clothes on your back. Twelve of them, sent out with little to nothing to take with them. Twelve of them with a packing list of immediacy. If you have the eyes to see and ears to hear, you will notice Mark's echo of Exodus.  Remember the mountain? Remember the sea?  Remember the wandering in wilderness before entering strange lands? Remember the 12 tribes? And it began with a newly liberated Hebrew people with a rather short packing list, eating unleavened bread with staff in hand, sandals on their feet, ready to pick up and go at a moments notice as they leave captivity and venture towards freedom, "This is how you shall eat [the Passover lamb]: your loins girded, your sandals on your feet, and your staff in your hand; and you shall eat it hurriedly” (Exodus 12:1). Is Jesus provoking a new exodus?  Is Jesus calling out a new people of God to pursue liberation in a new land, to shake off the manifestations of Egypt and anti-welcome in their time and place?  YES.
 
Jesus calls and sends out his disciples, again an echo of Ezekiel, into the neighborhoods of Israel that had rebelled from God’s story of liberation, to cast out demons and heal the sick not to prove divine status but to send away old lines of exclusion and draw the circle wider...as wide as the infinite love of God.  And if they and their new way of being in the world are not received well among a rebellious people, shake your sandals and leave that place in the same sort of prophetic dust that covered Pharaoh's chariots as they crossed the sea and towards a new life of freedom.
 
Jesus' hometown in dust?  Sacred space, place, and rituals in dust? Tradition and law in dust? Conventional wisdom and all you once believed to be true in dust? If it holds people captive...yes. If it wreaks of Egypt and Pharaoh...yes. The Jesus movement and those who follow the Way, are to be all about exodus. Everything else is dust. And if we pay attention to the parables of Jesus throughout the gospels, they are all about dusting off from Pharaoh's empire in temple and town. It is shaking off the shackles of captivity and anti-welcome.  So, yes, Jesus said, "shake it off," as in be liberated from oppression and rejection and find renewed belonging in the kindom of God, where we hold all things in common and all people called beloved.  
 
Still, what does this all have to say to us in our time and our place? I believe, in essence, it hinges on discipleship. Are we as individuals and communities of faith, even on “sacred” national days of supposed independence, willing to shake off the dust of anti-welcome and long-histories of oppression and move into real and localized expressions of inclusion and concern for the common good?
 
To shake off oppression, injustice, and isolation from community.
To shake off economic systems that perpetuate poverty and homelessness.
To shake off prison systems bent on racial biases and propped up by corporations.
To shake off unclean spirits of violence and the idolatry of weapons and war.
To shake off narratives of acquisition and never having enough.
To shake off white supremacy, homophobia, racism, and the characterizing of Indigenous peoples.
To shake off ableism and ways society excludes people of various physical, social, and mental abilities.
To shake off all that exploits creation and the earth God so loves and calls good.
To shake off myths of achievement that teach our children what matters most is climbing to the top.
To shake off toxic relationships and those bent on bullying behaviors.
To shake off resentment and hatred that only poison our mind, body, spirit, families, and neighborhoods.
To shake off anything that infringes on the foundational truth that each person is a beloved child of God and beautiful reflection of the Divine. To shake off pre-pandemic patterns of existence as individuals and communities that were never healthy and whole.
 
As Octavius Catto, 19th Century African-American martyred civil rights activist, child of a Philly Presbyterian minister, and one of the greatest baseball players of his era, once said as he shook off anti-welcome in his day and pressed for a more just world, “There must come a change which shall force upon this nation that course which providence seems wisely to be directing for the mutual benefit of peoples.”
 
Friends, as disciples of Jesus gathered and scattered, we have been sent by Jesus to liberate and heal in strange places and in unconventional ways. There are sure to be detractors and fair amounts of rejection along the way.  It will be uncomfortable and require dependency on more than your own efforts. So pack lightly and when tempted to quit or return to the privileged norms of Pharaoh's empire, shake it off. Shake it off not as a means to dismiss pain or suppress hurt, but to be released of the power anti-welcome may have over you, your neighbor, and the divine belovedness you both bear, which can never be shaken off. Yes, shake off the dust of this not-love, leave Pharaoh's chariots behind, and move towards a new kind of exodus found in the gospel of justice, peace, and joyful welcome in Spirit-filled community.

O how I love how churches in Greater Philadelphia and beyond have lived into this exodus-laced change and worked to shake of the dust of anti-welcome through collective work and witness: gardens cultivated to provide nutrition alongside neighbors in Chester to shake off food apartheid in that city; collaborations with local networks formed to extend inclusive coffeehouses for youth and adults of various ability levels to shake of the ableism in Delaware County and beyond; kitchens have been flipped into food pantries for those battling hunger and poverty; grants secured to construct tiny homes for those vulnerable to housing insecurity; Clergy have linked arms in protests and marches and committed to courageous conversations on anti-racism in both their communities and congregations and presbyteries; Pride festivals sponsored and hosted in parking lots; after-school programs offered in the midst of a pandemic so children do not fall too far beyond and yet stay safe; faith communities have continued to adapt mediums for worship and fellowship gatherings, leveraging digital platforms and technologies to shake off the isolation so many have felt in the midst of this pandemic. The list goes on as we live into what it means to be a Matthew 25 people.
 
My kids and I recently have found a new love in the music of Jon Batiste, jazz musician who wrote the score for Disney's Soul and the band leader for The Late Show with Stephen Colbert. On his latest album, We Are, Batiste has a song, “Freedom,” appropriate for today's text and the recent national holidays of Juneteenth and July 4th

When I move my body just like this
I don't know why but I feel like freedom (freedom)
I hear a song that takes me back
And I let go with so much freedom (freedom)
Free to live (how I wanna live)
I'm gon' get (what I'm gonna get)
'Cause it's my freedom (freedom)
The reason we get down, is to get back up
If someone's around, go on let them look
You can't stand still
This ain't no drill
More than cheap thrills 
 
Faithful friends, we have endured much as a people these last 18 months. We have also had our eyes and ears opened to so many cries for justice and deliverance from generations of anti-welcome. May we hear Jesus' call to shake off this dust as an invitation to reach back to that ancient song of freedom God's people have been singing throughout the ages and in empires past and present- including this one. This song invites all people to move their bodies, imaginations, and faith communities in such a way that lets go of shackling systems, stories, and old patterns of existence. No, we cannot stand still. This ain't no drill. We cannot stay the same. Discipleship demands we embrace redemptive change and move towards welcome and mutual care. So what needs to be shaken off in your life and in the church for this to happen?  What is weighing you down from hearing of your belovedness or leaning into proclaiming and extending it to others?  Let go and dance ‘cause it’s not only your liberation, but also that of your community and the world God so very much loves.
 


A Benediction in Poetry
  
shake it off
we tell young ones
send away the pain
subtly
dust yourself off
wipe away the tears
and press on
as an image of strength
as though unharmed
unfazed
by injury or trauma
but what if it hurts
what if the wound cannot be shaken
what if you are not ready to get up
to move on
maybe shaking it off is not resilience
maybe it is damaging denial
suppressing reality
burying emotions
neglecting what makes each of us
human
 
what if
 
yes, what if we do not have to shake off
the pain
but what caused it
to reject anti-welcome
to send away not-love
and linger longer in dreams
for something better
and move towards
in time
our time
a new reality altogether

May we do so in the name of the Creator, Savior, and Sustainer. Amen. 

Sunday, March 28, 2021

Paint Brushes of Protest: Palm Sunday as Cultivated Resistance


One of my favorite prints in my office is by a Palestinian artist, Suleiman Mansour. And the Convoy Keeps Going was included in a now-sold-out set of postcards I purchased at the Walled Off Hotel in Bethlehem. Often presumed to be a Banksy work, which speaks to the erasure of Palestinians by Western collectors, this small replica of a larger mural conveys much of the struggle of those who live in the midst of on-going apartheid in the Holy Land.

Banksy has always been one of my favorite artists. Mostly because of his mystery and subversion of...everything. Yet, when we made our surprise stop to the mysterious graffiti activist's museum devoted to the Palestinian struggle for liberation, I shrugged off purchasing his pieces because I was drawn to Mansour's. The paraders carry a gun loaded with a palm branch, paint brushes instead of swords, and a key wielded for opening whatever locked door awaits the end of their route of resistance. As they make their convoy in the midst of tourists on the sandy beach, much is conveyed about one of the oldest of human struggles for dignity, validity, and freedom.

And I could not help but think of Palm Sunday and the parading of another Palestinian in the midst of crowds carrying branches of resistance, longing for liberation in the midst of another empire of ignorance and oppression. Much like this print with a confused origin, this narrative is often erased of the pervasive power in the protest. Despite each of the four Gospels' inclusion of the events and contextualizing prophetic and subversive first-century imagery, the story has been white-washed. 

Palm Sunday is a profound quest for justice and jubilee not by way of empire, but through a freedom ride on the back of an inexperienced, rookie ass in solidarity with those most marginalized, exploited, dismissed, and ignored. Palm Sunday is a convoy of courage to elevate the voices and narratives of those long silenced by the dominant culture. Palm Sunday is when the the oppressed are empowered to cry out for salvation, "Hosanna!", and find it not in a war horse but a Palestinian Messiah on the back of a pack animal- carrying the burdens of long-suffering people. And the weapons of this movement look less like those of a violent army and more like imaginative artists and activists who carry branches of life, brushes of color, and keys that unlock new openings through systemic injustice that have excluded and shut out too many for far too long.

What does this mean for us, in our time and place?

In the midst of a lingering pandemic? In the wake of back-to-back mass shootings, which continue to expose our unmitigated idolatry of gun violence mixed with racism and the objectification of Asian American, Asian, and Pacific Island siblings? In the on-going struggle of Black and Brown neighbors? In the erasure of Native persons throughout this land that is not our land? When, despite the mounting deaths, the church continues to prioritize the preference of those in the pews over those who protest in the streets, naive to the truth that this is why they take to the streets versus speak from the pews in the first place?

I know I have found so much wisdom these days in the poets and painters, dreamers and placard carriers, photographers and film makers of our generation. They, like those in Jerusalem that day, have been led the way and called out, devoting their efforts to the "dreamers, seers, griots and truth tellers who refuse to let us fully descend into the madness" (Jon Batiste, We Are album cover art dedication).

I keep Mansour's print in my office as a regular reminder and charge to self to devote my vocation to the same. I keep it there to stir confessional questions: In my work and witness, where am I in the painting? Am I among the convoy or seated with toes buried in the sand as the struggle passes me by? Do I parade alongside those whose hosanna cries echo two millennia later or remain unconcerned about the struggle that has cast shade on my privilege?

The answers are not as clean as I would like; my life is endlessly reformed and reforming. Jesus, hosanna! Save me. Save us. Save all. Ride on through our places of suffering and silence and carry our cries for something better and far more beautiful than what we presently know. And may your grace cover a multitude of our individual and corporate sins. 

Friday, March 12, 2021

On Serpents, Scepters, and Storied Remedies: Lent 4 and Numbers 21:4-9




The winged staff with two intertwined snakes, or caduceus, has been an icon in American medicine since 1902. The image is rooted in ancient Greek and Roman mythological stories of healing and resurrection. In the midst of the pandemic, we likely have become more familiar with an alternative, a lone snake wrapped around a single scepter. This adaptation has potential origin in Sunday’s lectionary from Numbers and serves as the central emblem of the likes of the World Health Organization. As we lean into the one-year “anniversary” of COVID-19, these medicinal symbols have transcended mere imagery; they are known by real names of doctors, nurses, scientists, researchers, and the great cloud of witnesses we call emergency and frontline workers. We may also know such saints as neighbor or aunt, spouse or child. They have been pillars of hope who have kept our eyes up and out as we look for liberation from our individual grief and healing from collective pain.

In Sunday’s Old Testament narrative, those who wandered the wilderness lost one of their own pillars. Aaron, their priestly comforter and interpreter of Moses’ works, had died. Their grief still raw, the people of Israel wondered if they would ever make it to the promised land or if they had been left for dead. Fleeing oppression in Egypt, they found themselves endlessly fighting new oppositions to their freedom. The deaths mounted and pleas for deliverance paralleled complaints against Moses and God, “Why have you brought us up out of Egypt to die in the wilderness.”

This prayer likely mirrors our own from the last twelve months, which makes God’s initial response concerning. Instead of the divine compassion of Exodus 3, God sends poisonous serpents that bite the people (Numbers 21:6)? There is no simple interpretation of this text of terror. As empathetic theologian and minister, all I can fathom is those who first lived this narrative were looking for a source of their suffering in much the same ways we do. In their storied world, they embraced this narrative to endure the trauma: if God was the sender of the serpents, maybe this same God could provide the deliverance for their wearied bodies? So they prayed. Moses did, too. And God intervened, through Moses, with a bronze serpent wrapped around a pole, “and whenever a serpent bit someone, that person would look at the serpent of bronze and live” (Numbers 21:9).

The circumstances of the perpetual Lent we have endured since last year leads us to look for redemptive truth in our own wilderness wanderings. In the abundance of grief, we are desperate for the healing, harmony, and liberation promised to us when we began our faith journey. Instead, we have been bit by the poisonous serpents and forced to mourn the death of yet another loved one or facilitate yet another (virtual) funeral. We lament as we notice the venomous fangs have punctured social, economic, political, and religious systems, some becoming aware of the wounds for the first time. These snakes inflict suffering on individuals and communities alike, manifested in pervasive poverty, school-to-prison pipelines, mass incarceration, racial biases and related violence against Black and Brown bodies, discriminatory wages, rise of white supremacy, and the complicity of those of us who have the privilege to opt in or out of the intersection of our faith and the real pain of our neighbors. COVID-19 has also unleashed a brood of snakes by way of inequitable access to testing, medical care, and vaccinations. In light of it all, we are increasingly overwhelmed, tired, and a fair share of complaints layer our prayers. One thing we know, contrary to the narrative of our ancient wandering siblings, God did not send these malicious creatures into our midst; we did. This is the hard confessional truth of Lent.

Nevertheless, God sends us remedy. In the person of Jesus, our caduceus has been raised on behalf of all who suffer and grieve, promising to resurrect life out of even the most despairing of human trauma. This same Jesus, then, raises us to embody cruciform remedies as Christ’s creative work in and for the world God so loves (Ephesians 2:1-10; John 3:13-17). This is discipleship. This is what it frames our agency in the gospel and balming bravery in a world desperate for healing, hope, and movement towards a reconciled future. Vietnamese poet, mystic, and activist, Thich Nhat Hanh, says it beautifully:

They don’t publish
the good news.
The good news is published
by us…
Listen! You have the ears that can hear it.
Bow your head.
Listen to it.
Leave behind the world of sorrow
and preoccupation
and get free.
The latest good news
is that you can do it. (“The Good News”)

My kids have figured out Lent is longer than forty days- forty-six, to be exact. The liturgical season does not count Sundays. They are our break from confessional fasting and hallowed centering on the resurrection before us. Sundays are bronze serpents intertwined on the pole of our pilgrimage, which remind us God is with us and before us. As we continue the long Lenten road, may we create space to remember and celebrate the good work happening all around us. May we find remedy in this biting age through the witness of faithful people who rise up as publications of harmonious hope. May we look to these sacred sending stories as echoes of the latest good news- you can do it! Better said, in Jesus Christ, God has done it. By God’s grace, look and listen. Amen.

Sunday, February 14, 2021

The Word Made Speechless? Transfiguration Sunday and a Lesson from James Baldwin


I am not sure how I missed this the bagillion times previously I read the story of the Transfiguration.

“He [Jesus?] did not know what to say, for they were terrified.”  
(Mark 9:6)
Sure, maybe the "he" is referring to Peter. I have mostly heard it preached that way. Peter's question about house-building on the mountain framed in retrospect as one of those speaking-before-thinking moments par for the course for this disciple. The exegesis of this text may even favor that...it may.

But senus plenior* be damned. What if God-in-Flesh was speechless? What if the Word Incarnate was without words? What if Jesus was modeling presence before preaching, which we all could use a refresher course? What if this is why Jesus was the one to listen to, because the Way of the Christ was rooted not in truisms of power and more so in incarnations of love and grace? What if this is what made Jesus' words so powerful when they did come?

Sometimes fear warrants more than the language of our lips. Sometimes trauma transcends trite verbiage. Sometimes what we need is not found in statements and discourse, but is discovered in humble empathy and how we move compassionately in and through and for the world.
I think this is a large part of the message of the Transfiguration, transforming the focus of God’s people away from the traditions, doctrines, laws, and language of exclusion and illuminating the better way of love that leads through intentional actions of universal embrace. No, we cannot stay here in isolation, the story tells us. We must go down the mountain.
James Baldwin said it best when he wrote these words to his nephew, both who knew their fair share of terror and trauma, about his singular focus in life:
“For here you were, Big James, named for me- you were a big baby, I was not- here you were: to be loved. To be loved, baby, hard, at once, and forever, to strengthen you against the loveless world.”  
                                                               (My Dungeon Shook)
On this Transfiguration Sunday, shared with Valentines Day, may we find ways to love others hard, at once, and forever. May we know this kind of love, found in Jesus the Christ, which is not limited to our words and envelops each of us. This love sometimes needs not to be spoken at all, but always calls to gracious and hospitable actions in a world both beautiful and cruel. So go on down that mountain...and remember the tone of your presence often matters more than your preaching.
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*"Plain reading" of the text, which doesn't actually exist. The pronoun is ambiguous and leaves room for mystery. Don't fear it. Dwell in it.

Image above was taken on pilgrimage to the Holy Land. The hill in the distant is the traditional location of the Transfiguration.

Wednesday, November 4, 2020

Looking for the Steadfast Love of God: A Post-Election Muse

“I will sing of your steadfast love, 

O LORD, forever…

LORD, where is your steadfast love of old…?”

(Psalm 89:1, 49)

The paradox of the psalmist is where I sit this morning, a lengthy prayer as song, which begins and ends at two very different places. I find assurance that there is a divine love and mercy and kindness that greets us new every morning. The Hebrew word, chesed, has been the hope God’s people have clung to, tight-knuckled, for generations on end. In the midst of their own battles with injustice, oppression, and vile incarnations of power and privilege, they found ways to sing and dance and work towards shalom. And we will, too. God is faithful.
But this morning, the ending of the Psalm 89 has become more like what used to happen when a record skipped or the CD was scratched. The question of absence is stuck on loop. Where is the steadfast love of God to carry us forward?
I am daring to find it in those mental icons of the virtual and socially distant prayer vigils of this past week, where the people of God affirmed we are stronger together than apart- that a better way is possible. I am meditating on the steadfast, loving kindness found in poll workers who volunteered and continue to labor so every vote is counted. I am setting my mind on the faithfulness of God that transcends generations. This prophetic fidelity was embodied by youth at the middle school turned election site, who shared with me that their #BlackLivesMatter swag ran out within the first hour the polls were open. They were still there at 1 o’clock to advocate for their cause. I am finding chesed in the pastors, social workers, community organizers, peacemakers, and all those who refuse to quit until liberty and justice are truly available for all. This was not going to happen, despite our wildest imaginations, on a single calendar day marked for the general election. The four centuries of American --isms will not be undone in one cycle through 24. But, if we lean into the steadfastness of God’s love and justice, which are the foundations of God’s way in the world (89:14), we just may see greater movement towards equity and compassion within our lifetime. At least that is my hope and prayer.
But I still have my questions. And friends, on the other side of a long day and night, be kind to yourselves if you do, too. After all, questions are the most ancient of prayers. We will need them for the marathon ahead.

Sunday, November 1, 2020

Beatitudes Remixed for the Pandemic

Below is an excerpt fro the sermon delivered at Gladwyne Presbyterian Church on All Saints Sunday, November 1, 2020. Full audio soon to be posted here and below. 


I am convinced Jesus' Sermon on the Mount, particularly the first 12 verses of Matthew 5, are to be regular meditations for all those who profess to follow Jesus. The beatitudes, Latin for “blessing,” are the prelude to the Messianic anthem and inclusive roll call of all invited to adventure along this absurd parade route with the ultimate destination a world made new and right again.
 

For those living in a first-century context of occupation by a foreign power, when imperial soldiers patrolled the streets and could force Palestinian Jews into service or do violence to their Brown bodies at a moments notice, with tax systems that perpetuated an unjust economy that favored the rich, and religious institutions were in bed with the empire as they worshipped privilege and preservation over God’s call for justice, peace, and welfare for all who bear the image of their maker- this was very good news


In our own time, with so much grief and loss from the twin pandemics of COVID and racism, with our own corrupt, exploitative, and unchecked power structures and people, when an election is just two days away, when another Black life, this one battling mental illness, has been claimed by law enforcement- this time in West Philly-  we may be longing for these blessings more so than the last time they came around in the lectionary cycle. Because here at Jesus’ rally, instead of rants and rages bent on division and quests for power, Jesus flips the script and draws together the meek and the mourners, activists and justice seekers, those who hunger for a better world, others who organize for peace, and still more those tossed to the side or wrongfully imprisoned by the powers that be. In essence, the beatitudes are Jesus identifying with the struggle of the downtrodden, validating and vindicating the specificity of their struggle, and affirming, as James Cone said, God is the God of the Oppressed. Yes, their lives mattered. This is good news. 


Last May, I pilgrimaged to the Holy Land with a group of pastors and ministry leaders from around the country. One of our stops was actually at the traditional site for this Sermon on the Mount. I’ll never forget the beauty of the landscaped hills, gardens, and chapel that overlooked the Sea of Galilee. As you walked along the floral lined path, there were plaques of each beatitude. In English, of course, which is a sermon for another day…It was breathtaking. I even plucked a flower and have it taped inside the Bible I just read from this morning. But what I most remember is our guide breaking the sacred moment as we made our way out of the garden, telling us Jesus probably never preached where we just were. Then he pointed to the left to the far-less beautiful hillside, across a paved road as cars trafficked, and enclosed with a chain linked fence. “Friends,” he said to us. “This is the more likely location where Jesus spoke the beatitudes.” It was so very ordinary, much less sexy, and on the fringe of the gardens. There were not any flowers to pluck; just rocks and dry dirt surrounded by a rickety fence. This is where, apparently, Jesus took a seated position and embodied a new way in the tradition of Moses, which extended far wider than even the greatest of prophets. In the ordinariness of the day among those often ignored and dismissed as the world trafficked by them, Jesus pronounced blessings and welcome and embrace.  Like a seminarian shared with me in the spring, in the gospel the only thing that Jesus excludes is exclusion. Blessed are…welcome are…included as kin are… Said differently, the beatitudes are Jesus’ great Yes And to those all too familiar with No, But…This Gospel is again the embodiment of Psalm 34, “The LORD is near to the broken hearted and saves the crushed in spirit” (v. 18). 

 

I wonder, then, should Jesus park himself at the top of Belmont Plateau overlooking Philly, would he remix beatitudes into a rally cry like this:


Yes to you whose spirits are wearied by quarantining and social distancing, whose imaginations have been stretched in this season of virtual everything, and others who have gone to great lengths to facilitate safe community to those who are especially vulnerable and isolated in the midst of the pandemic. Yes, And God’s dreams for the world include you;

 

Yes to you who grieve, who have lost loved ones to this cruel virus of COVID-19, who covet human connection in this season of increased isolation, whose relationships are strained, others who cry out as another Black or Brown life is slain, for the Walter Wallaces of our city and Breonna Taylors around our nation. Yes, And God’s love, peace, presence, and eternal embrace extends to you;

 

Yes to you whose voices go unheard, who are cut off at border walls and fences, whose self-worth has crumbled in battles with anxiety and depression, those who are differently abled, and  siblings who identify as gay or trans, queer or any other part of the rainbow community. Yes, And you are made in God’s beautiful image and welcomed members of God’s new world already here and yet-to-come;

                                                   

Yes to you with a hunger for activism and advocacy, who go beyond cheap words and tirelessly organize for the end of hunger and poverty, homelessness and addiction, racism and all forms of injustice. Yes, And you will find hope and freedom in the good news that God is putting the world to rights;

 

Yes to you who offer second-chances and forgiveness, even to your worst of enemies. Yes, And you will find freedom as you are unbound from the pain of the past and lean into the mercy of the God of new beginnings and fresh starts;

 

Yes to you who cannot shake an unsettled spirit when you see another wounded or excluded, for nurses, doctors, therapists, educators, caregivers, and frontline workers whose empathy for others runs so very deep that you find yourself wearied by compassion. Yes, And you have the eyes and ears and heart of God; 

 

Yes to you who practice peace in an age of violence, embody love in a world thirsty for vengeance, and extend grace in the face of retaliation. Yes, And you have indeed understood what it means to be called God’s witnesses in the world;

                                                  

Yes to you whose name has been run through the mud, reputation tossed to the wind, arrested for siding with the oppressed, and others dismissed because the way your faith dares to get political and confront systemic and intuitional sins that have stunted human flourishing for far too many. Yes, And your labors are not in vain, rather carry God’s story forward. 

 

Yes, blessed are all of you whose dreams have been labeled foolish, who have been rejected,, condemned, ignored, stymied or barred opportunity because of your commitment to the way of Jesus, to the point where you may feel like giving up. Yes, And you are not alone and will find joy in the resurrection parade of the Messiah and the movement of the gospel.

 

Do you dare see these divine affirmations of hope in the rubble of despair?


In this time of the twin pandemics of COVID-19 and increased realities of systemic racism, there are many churches and ministries who have risen up to embody the beatitudes in their time and place, in ordinary spaces at the intersection of God’s love and real human struggle. Recently I spent time with one of our worshipping communities in Philly whose congregants are neighbors experiencing chronic street homelessness. When I showed up to worship, I saw the founding pastor engaged in a conversation with a man about the cross she had around her neck. “You can have mine when the service is over,” she said. Apparently this is common practice for this church without walls. The pastor shared with me that it was a reminder of the blessedness and connection they shared on the streets, a reminder that they were beloved. And anytime someone asks for one of these crosses, they give it away as a remixed beatitude, if you will. It is not uncommon to see people on the parkway wearing these as they recline by the fountains or sit on park benches. 
 
Today is significant for many reasons. Communion Sunday- when the faithful gather and scatter from Christ’s table that is the ultimate beatitude for us and the whole world. Blessed are all of you who come, eat, and remember. Today is also All Saints Sunday, when we remember those who have been the incarnations of these beatitudes before us, who lived into their discipleship in their time and place so we could do the same in ours. They are the cloud of witnesses who nudge us to build upon their discipleship, even to confess, confront, and correct the sins of their day as we move towards the day when all is new and right again. God knows there will be generations who will be asked to do the same after us. But today is also the last day before the last day to vote. Friends, my hope and prayer is that you would find beatitudes swirling around your hearts and minds, imaginations and, yes, your ballot, as you exercise your voice on behalf of those near and far whom Jesus called blessed. Yes, And may you not only cast this vote, but also dare to live into the words of Christ as remixed beatitudes in and for the world God so loves. 

So how might you remix these beatitudes: Blessed are______ for they will________. 

Amen.