our third
since the world
went gray
nevertheless
color and life
beauty relents
if our eyes are those
of a child
able to find goodness
sprouting
from the ground
calling us
look
listen
all is not lost
hope is here
once more
**Original piece above created from ripped portions of various periodicals overlaid with stanzas from Mahmoud Darwish’s poem, "The Dreamers Pass from One Sky to Another."**
“The butterfly is what the poem doesn't say.Her very lightness breaks words,as dreams break dreamers.”
Mahmoud Darwish.
"From one sky to another the dreamers pass-the butterfly's attendants carry mirrors of water.We could be what we should be.From one sky to another the dreamers pass.The butterfly spins her garment on a needle of light, to decorate her comedy.The butterfly is born of herself and dances in the flame of her tragedy."
Every morning death is at our door in the form of a six-foot pile of deflated penguin. The older kids call him Peter. Our youngest prefers Snowflake. Either way, each morning Peter/Snowflake is lifeless nylon.
“We believe in justice. One day we will see the Son of Justice rise again.”
On Monday, I came upstairs from a zoom call and our kids were elbows-deep painting at the kitchen table. We are only in December and winter activities to occupy these minions is already a stressor. They had dozens of papers spread out, with colorful works of art ranging from Christmas trees to abstractions crafted by the imagination of an almost-four year old. Around dinner time, we noticed another colorful canvas- our new curtains. Red paint at about hand height of same almost-four year old.
When something is rebuilt there is an assumption that what once was is worth bringing back to life. This restorative work may involve complex deconstruction of old foundations, other times it merely warrants creative adjustments and minor up-cycles. Regardless, to begin a rebuild someone first needs to see with new eyes the fresh possibilities that what was old can be made new. There needs to come along an imagineer who dare says, “Yes, I can work with this. There is beauty here.”
One of my favorite memories as a kid was playing baseball under the lights. We usually got one game a season. It was a chance for little leaguers to feel like big leaguers. I don’t really remember if we won or lost those games under the lights. I do remember, though, playing in the darkness illuminated.
*Picture from Boulder Fields at Hickory Run State Park, Pennsylvania. Poem written after reading Ecclesiastes, the best of sacred cynics.
[God’s] appeals come through the conversations of good people, or from sermons, or through the reading of good books, and there are many other ways, of which you have heard, in which God calls is. Or they come through sicknesses and trials, or by means of truths which God teaches us at times when we engaged in prayer; however feeble such prayers may be, God values them highly (Interior Castle, p. 24-25).